If We’re all alone, Aren’t We In This Together.

Early Morning Planet Earth,

Here I sit, 2:24 a.m. establishing a new dawn. I come back here often enough, proclaiming the new life discovery I’ve made, and it’ll change who I am. Well, I’m glad to say this night is officially the dawn of a new era.

After a night of Christmas Partying I was able to get rid of all my hang ups about women, I mean, all the hate and incomprehension of women is gone. Tonight opened up my eyes. Now the issue is this, having figured out women gives me this bad taste in my mouth, and makes me feel very unnattracted towards them.

I never understood really why my past relationship failed, and everyonce in a while I’d wonder if she misses me. After tonight I understand it all, we were young, what were we doing being so serious. The second part to that question is, yes, she does miss me. She may not particularly show it, or she may not even admit it, however I know in her deepest heart of hearts, she does.

It’s really this simple, no one ever gets up their first love, it’s that simple. No one will ever have a love as pure as that. There is no caution, there is no pride, all there is really dumb innocent love. Love that doesn’t know any better, it doesn’t have any road signs, so you improvise.

After losing that first love, and moving on, you will always be more cautious and never love, or be wanted like you were in that first relationship.

So I suppose I leave you in these parting words Planet Earth:

At all, and by any means necesary, make your first love work out. You will never experience anything like that ever again.

Insincerely yours,

Edwin McClain.

~ by timlefebvre on December 20, 2008.