Until The End Of Time.
Morning planet earth,
It just seems to get easier to write to you, knowing no one is reading now, but one day everyone will. My life is a movie plot, and I’m telling you the ending before it happens.
A month or so ago, I mentioned this new girl, and how everything was going great, and then slowly went downhill. Well I guess I’ll give you an update. I completely lost all interest, and we are no longer even in contact. According to her blog posts, she’s fucking that other guy she talked to me about that I mentioned in a previous post of mine. Sounds like she’s falling for him, I suppose that’s what she wanted even though she told me differently.
Trust me when I say this, beware of girls who claim to love to fuck. It sounds like such a great ideal, however they all have such ridiculous issues. They may give this image of stability, and seem secure with themselves, but they are so insecure, they need to fuck everything that moves.
So where does this leave me with women? Nowhere really. I mean, who I thought would be the cure ended up being the disease. Don’t get me wrong, I love women physically, mentally though, I think I could do without them. I’m not saying girls are dumb, they are intelligent, just mentally, I don’t jive with them. To be fair, I don’t really jive with anyone mentally, not even myself.
Perhaps a series of one night stands is what the remedy is? I won’t really find out though. God damn, I wish I didn’t give her that 101ers vinyl.
Insincerely yours,
-EMC2
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